It's ok to take some time just for yourself and sort things out. I had thought that I had a solid plan going through uni. I graduated on time with extra credits, but finding a job in my field was hard. I pursued a work place diploma in addition to my bachelors, and finally got a job working in the field I thought I wanted to be in. Actual field practice was very different from my studies, and I found I really hated my job. So I resigned and just decided to risk it and teach abroad. Today, I'm a teacher, and while my work is still hard, I find I don't hate it the way I hated my first field-related job.
If you're confused, I would suggest volunteering at/for a non-profit that you like, to build social connections. Consider it an investment into building your resume, if I could go back in time to my high school and university years, that's what I would do. It's hard to land even a first job if you don't have a lot of "professional" connections (such as a referral from a superviser or manager). Even if all you do as a volunteer at a local animal shelter and all you did was put up posters and register animals. It might also give you a clearer idea of what you want as a career. Nobody really tells you working in your field is different from what you studied.
I don't know if this is just rambling to you, but I hope it helps.
Omg thank you so much for your advice! Not ir totally wasn’t you rambling on! It genuinely made me feel better so thank you for taking the time and writing this! You are so brave and amazing for risking it for something you’re interested in. Massive respect
Spoiler alert, you're probably not gonna figure it out by 19 either. I don't. ┑(￣Д ￣)┍
Am I the only one that currently doesn’t know wtf they wanna do in the future I’m currently 16 and I genuinely have zero ideas zero dreams and everything is going so fast and I’m so overwhelmed? Wth am I supposed d to do anyways overall such a great manga loved loved loved the realistic unfolded events although I do hope my boy hyunmin got someone in the end uwu