
Sasabe have though time during heats. It escalates to the point that high quality suppressants pills doesn't work anymore. It is mentioned a few times in the manga that originally Sasabe wanted to quickly paired with an alpha so he can life his live peacefully but then he fell in love with Utou (a beta). Added on topnof that are Utou's indecisiveness, the sum boss taking advantage of Sasabe's biology to entertain clients and Shiratori's manipulation, plus several time almost raped by strangers on the street during pre heats.. cause Sasabe to make a rash decision to pair with Shiratori. Honestly if Shiratori is a decent alpha Sasabe and Utou probably wouldn't be together. Sasabe probably wouldn't even know that Utou like him back.
omfg if you wanted to be with him so bad why did you ever pair with the other guy in the first place?! (╯°Д °)╯╧╧ This is actually so fraustrating I can't get behind this story or these characters atm