I love shell so muuuuuchhhh. i love how this story made me cry at some part. i just wish the author will really make a side story because i feel like shell and eric's scenes being lovers are too short?
idk it keeps bugging me so regarding ellie and pain overlord's "real feelings", i've thought of some things: 1. pain overlord fell inlove with ellie. but because he thinks that he's a murderer of ellie's own kind, he was afraid to hold ellie so he never told ellie his true feelings.
2. or maybe it wasn't love, but a mere admiration for a human. he maybe thinks that ellie is different from the rest and can't get himself to hold ellie and drink his blood.
3. ellie "might" be inlove with pain overlord. i forgot what chapter it is, but the part when he confronted pain on why he never drank his blood, after pain told him his answer and caress ellie's cheek, ellie thought "why didn't he know this sooner" and his expression changed that for me, it seems like he has feelings for pain and kinda regret that he had an unborn child with white.
4. or ellie really did love white but he also has feelings for pain?
I love shell so muuuuuchhhh. i love how this story made me cry at some part. i just wish the author will really make a side story because i feel like shell and eric's scenes being lovers are too short?
idk it keeps bugging me so regarding ellie and pain overlord's "real feelings", i've thought of some things:
1. pain overlord fell inlove with ellie. but because he thinks that he's a murderer of ellie's own kind, he was afraid to hold ellie so he never told ellie his true feelings.
2. or maybe it wasn't love, but a mere admiration for a human. he maybe thinks that ellie is different from the rest and can't get himself to hold ellie and drink his blood.
3. ellie "might" be inlove with pain overlord. i forgot what chapter it is, but the part when he confronted pain on why he never drank his blood, after pain told him his answer and caress ellie's cheek, ellie thought "why didn't he know this sooner" and his expression changed that for me, it seems like he has feelings for pain and kinda regret that he had an unborn child with white.
4. or ellie really did love white but he also has feelings for pain?