at first i thought this manga would be about the mc havind a fetish in which he likes to get hit. getting a boner for being hit and such. but apparently is not. he didn't like gwtting hit, he just accepted it. yes, he could feel pleasure out of it, but he didn't like it. the top have some violent personality, but he beat the bottom most times because he thinks he likes getting hit. well, in short, the top feels bad about it and says he will never lay a hand on him again.
i mean, im looking for this type of manga, but it seems that in the end the author always make this fetish some kind of "bad thing". i mean, there are some manga i read in which the bottom likes feeling pain, but the top don't want to beat him. or mangas in which the top likes beating, but the bottom doesn't like it. can't we have a manga where one likes to hit and the other likes to get hit, please. but as a bed fetish. im not really fond of characters that are just violent.
hellow i just finished reading it, it’s not that the uke doesnt like it, he was in denial of liking it. The uke got too violent at one point and said sorry c: truth is the uke is a sadist too loool but he was also in denial. At the end of the manga they get playfull on actual bdsm and start practicing it they way they should (:

i read the rest with the spanish translation and honestly, im so disappointed. this kind of story always end up like that.