it's happening again, fuck. can't this fetish keep going until the end of the fucking stor...

I kind of agree, don’t get me wrong I love this story, but it does use the premise of a bdsm relationship to hook readers then changes it completely... sure there are a lot of bdsm Yaoi that is just porn no plot but theirs plenty of times in which a bdsm relationship develops into a love story with the fetishes start to finish. That’s just my thoughts. Again love this story but it’s not exactly bdsm.

no, not really. is not even about bdsm. im talking about something that is necessary to someone feel aroused. there are people that will only feel aroused by something. in here the plot is about someone that likes being hit to feel it. dude, that's a plot right there. you can creat a great story with this. im not asking for porn, im asking for a story in which they use it until the end and know how to develop it.
manga like this always start with "i like being hit" and always end with them forgeting about it. it's like the main point of the story was throw in the trash. it's like you could totally erase it in the beginning and the story would still progress.
i want them to write about it. write about why he likes it. let them find someone that can understand him and not someone that will say "i won't lay a hand on you". develop it to show is not a bad thing. that there's a difference between violence and sexual fetish. the authors never know to write about it so they just use the bait. it's annoying.

I agree, I feel baited. I mean the loving sex was cute too but I also would like to see some kinky choking and slapping continue towards the end of the story lmao. It does sort of give this weird impression like those fetishes / kinks can't be part of a loving relationship or something, because they disappear once the relationship gets more serious