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I'm sorry you have to go through that and maybe in the future your mother will understand you. I don't know you or how old you are and so there isn't much advice I can give besides save as much money as you can before you decide to leave that house to go rent or buy your own home.
Thanks for the sentiment! Knowing my mother, she never will since no matter how many times I opened up to tell her, she never did. She just recently told to my face that she gave up on me because I told her that mocking me will not help me.
Sometimes, I can't help but to feel that I can relate to Ebony. Not as a presumed murder, but the prejudice that woman get for just existing is so exhausting.
I was so disturbed by the conversation with my mom about how women who are more robust don't deserve anything. She told me that they don't deserve the whole thing of self-love, respect, and love from others. It was so goddamn degrading. I told her off and she told me I was delusional. So much for a loving mother. She expects that I give her everything when all she does all day is to neglect me. Then, she wonders why I am so twisted as a person. As soon as possible... I want to get out of this house.