Me too, it has a sad charm to it... But I wonder - I'm the past, did he love Marie more the Amelia and just stuck to Amelia because she seemed the better choice in all aspects; and was terrified of how Marie was dying in the end?
What about now? Was it simply guilt that made him choose Marie instead, or did he truly love Marie more? He seemed to be the pushover type, so I'm really starting to wonder.
Well, I suppose maybe he did love Marie more, because even when he saw her with another guy, he did not resign her to him and gone back to Amelia, thinking that the guy could fix everything. I guess he's not such a pushover, though that's the general feeling I get.
I want to read that last part again, where he remembers everything. I don't know, but its sadness from that point on charms me. I'm on nega ban today, so I'm sorry if I'm this way... It's hard trying to be optimistic for a month when I've been a pessimist for years.
You bring a good point. Did Alan get together because he loved her or he pitied her, feeling guilty for his past actions? Suddenly he was into Amelia and then he wasn't. Not that they could get together with her married and all...
I really loved the first story!! So sad! It was the first manga that made me want to cry!! Great story!!