So I can’t do drawing on papers but I can do it in technology

haha doesn't count

I mean I can actually draw on papers but I’m not good with the face lol

then you should work on faces. I know I'm stating the obvious.... you'll never feel like a real artist till you can draw whatever you want in rl. my two cents worth. I don't know any artists who disagree with that, though. sorry to sound all advice-ish. I wish someone had grabbed me around the throat and told me such things. lol.