I don’t know how I feel. A part of me does believe Shii truly loves Tamaki and just has ...

I don’t know how I feel. A part of me does believe Shii truly loves Tamaki and just has that mentality of “i love you so I want to have sex with you and be more connected” but after Tamaki explained WHY he was bad with girls (when it came to physical activities) and how seeing his mom like that threw him off and how he probably wouldn’t be okay with either men or women and Shii still was blinded by lust to force Tamaki down was kinda questionable. I don’t think Tamaki did anything wrong, he grew up seeing his mom constantly depressed over countless of men and to make sure he doesn’t become shit like them he wrote down all their bad habits and all of them had sex in common. Sure sex might not be the thing stemming all his mom’s problem but growing up that’s what he saw and traumatized him. He’s right when he says people can romantically love each other without having to have sex (asexuals). But for the sake of the story and their relationship I hope both of them can sit down and talk and explain their thoughts. How Tamaki saw the pattern of sex ruining his mom and how that has traumatized him and how Shii... honestly idk what he’s thinking other than sex so I can’t really back him up but if he has genuine feelings other than lust he can explain to him how he feels.




Also isn’t the scene of Shii and Takumi meeting up and having sex a flashback from when Shii was a 3rd year in junior high and the time where he distanced himself from Tamaki bc he got a gf? Bc after he saw Tamaki and his gf it cut to that scene and after his whole situation with Takumi it cut to a scene of Tamaki jerking off right after he got back from Shii’s house. And Shii was just finishing jacking off as well so the timeline wouldn’t match up bc I’ve seen people wording it like Shii left Tamaki. Since that was in his past and he said no matter what he would come back to square one doesn’t that mean he realized no one can replace his want for Tamaki?