Help me please

Hey so I read a yaoi manga once where the uke (smoll n blond) was talking about the seme (black haired tall) with his friends, him being a playboy and so famous, they were wondering if he’s gay. So they made the uke go and confess to him (as a joke) and the uke got rejected. turns out that the seme actually is gay tho so the uke suggested him to find out what his “type” is because seme still hasn’t told him that he’s gay. After some time the seme jerked him off because they watched a “squird” porn and they tried it. Please helo me finding that, I’d appreciate it, thanks :)