LONG THOUGHTS

Bangtaned August 8, 2020 4:48 pm

Tbh, I don't really like how it ended . The ending doesn't really had a closure (well for the doctor and mc, they had), but at least the boyfriend (don't want him to call "ex" since they haven't had a clear break up) and the mc had too. Told him everything he felt, shouted at him, or slapped him. They didn't even had a clear break up. I was literally hurting, but after the mc decided to run away with the doctor, I kinda lost all my feelings. I only cried if the side of the boyfriend shows up..

If you hate me, go ahead, but in the end, I sided with the boyfriend. I am even angry at the doctor for some reason. I know he only thinks of the mc, but at least he had given both of them the time to talk to at least give them closure. He died the way he wanted, but is that really it? Like, doesn't he really wanted to talk to "him"? No matter how much you hate someone, if you really loved that person, you still wanted to at least talk to them for the last time.. They were together for almost 15 years damn it.. Agghh!!

*sigh* Still it was a good read, made me feel different kinds of feels. I love the plot overall, but not the ending. However, it wouldn't be unique if the plot isn't the same as this, right??

PS. For sure, the mc still loves him
PPS. I was really hoping the boyfriend would also die, but I guess not
PPPS. Hate me all you want, but this is only MY opinion

Responses
    jmlr August 9, 2020 3:15 am

    I TOTALLY FEEL YOU. Like, they were each other first love... you can't forget them, it would've been nice if the doc gave them time to talk :( he even lied to the Adolph about Mc last words...
    And of course the mc treasure the doc, but he was obviously still in love with Adolph

    Bangtaned August 9, 2020 4:11 am
    I TOTALLY FEEL YOU. Like, they were each other first love... you can't forget them, it would've been nice if the doc gave them time to talk :( he even lied to the Adolph about Mc last words... And of course the... jmlr

    Right? RIGHT?? I also feel sad of that fresh graduate kid. I hate him for talking with the mc like that (which probably is the trigger for him to totally abandon his boyfriend), but I also don't think he deserved to die (?).. Especially when his side was shown.. Agghh!! I will definitely ponder this for 2-3 weeks probably..

    Bangtaned August 9, 2020 4:15 am

    I don't know if there is, but I am hoping for an extra/ spin off.. I want to know what both of them are doing after he died.. T-T

    jmlr August 9, 2020 5:26 am

    OMG DO WE SHARE THE SAME BRAIN XISVDKSH Yeah, i mean, it kinda show how everyone makes mistakes, and they're not black or white. I guess what I'm trying to say is that they weren't totally bad or good.
    At first I was mad at that boy for middling between them, but he didn't know until later, also Adolph kinda accepted him so... yeah :( but his dog tho

    Bangtaned August 9, 2020 6:37 am
    OMG DO WE SHARE THE SAME BRAIN XISVDKSH Yeah, i mean, it kinda show how everyone makes mistakes, and they're not black or white. I guess what I'm trying to say is that they weren't totally bad or good. At first... jmlr

    I think so too hahahaha!! XD
    I know right.. It was really a good read, but the end.... *sigh* I don't know where I stand..

    mishiranu_bito August 9, 2020 3:08 pm

    Try to read the novel guys, it has more detail and there is an extra chapter for doctor ai, wenxu jiang, zekun li *the guy who steal bone marrow* and assistant song.

    https://m.flying-lines.com/novel/the-decade-of-deep-love

    jmlr August 9, 2020 3:19 pm

    OMG OMG THANK YOU ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ

    Bangtaned August 9, 2020 3:33 pm
    Try to read the novel guys, it has more detail and there is an extra chapter for doctor ai, wenxu jiang, zekun li *the guy who steal bone marrow* and assistant song.https://m.flying-lines.com/novel/the-decade-o... mishiranu_bito

    Thank you very much :) :)

    Bangtaned August 9, 2020 4:28 pm
    Try to read the novel guys, it has more detail and there is an extra chapter for doctor ai, wenxu jiang, zekun li *the guy who steal bone marrow* and assistant song.https://m.flying-lines.com/novel/the-decade-o... mishiranu_bito

    [Novel Spoiler]


    This just added to my heartbreak for both of them even more</3.. He deserved it, really, but I want and hope for him to find happiness, because even though the mc resented him, I know the mc still wants him to be happy without him(mc) anymore. They were a good ass coupleee.. My hands were literally shaking reading the letter T-T.

    Also, daamn. I never actually thought that that young master's boyfriend will die. Imagine if the bone marrow wasn't stolen, would the mc die? Or at least either one of them would still be alive so the other's death will not be in vain.. The author is so cruel af T-T..

    I hope all of those who were left behind will find their epiphany, move on, and be happy again; with those who left them remain in their mind and heart as a memento of their happy and memorable times together T-T T-T

    mishiranu_bito August 9, 2020 4:44 pm
    OMG OMG THANK YOU ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ jmlr

    You're welcome ^^

    Bangtaned August 9, 2020 4:46 pm
    [Novel Spoiler]This just added to my heartbreak for both of them even more</3.. He deserved it, really, but I want and hope for him to find happiness, because even though the mc resented him, I know the mc s... Bangtaned

    The doctor might've admitted that his love towards the mc isn't that strong and deep like the bf's and that he will never fall in love again, (am still lowkey angry at him) but I wish him to find another happiness with no difficult situations.
    I really really really thank you for introducing us the novel <3 <3..

    mishiranu_bito August 9, 2020 5:00 pm
    [Novel Spoiler]This just added to my heartbreak for both of them even more</3.. He deserved it, really, but I want and hope for him to find happiness, because even though the mc resented him, I know the mc s... Bangtaned

    Yes, i honestly thought that jiang really love zhishu but sadly their sex drive arent compatible. If only they talk everything heart to heart before everyting too late and become very mess.
    I think the reason zhishu left jiang without talking to him because he is very exhaust both physicaly and mentally. And jiang behaviour really didnt help. Jiang tend to accuse and have double standard when it comes to zhishu.not to mention that jiang lied to zhishu many times.
    Imho, the ending is quite good. Its true it feels like dont have any closure at all but i guess it can happen in real life. Someone died from illness and the people left behind should move on or feel regret and guilty

    Sorry my english not good so i cant explain well

    mishiranu_bito August 9, 2020 5:01 pm
    Thank you very much :) :) Bangtaned

    You're welcome :)

    Bangtaned August 9, 2020 5:10 pm
    You're welcome :) mishiranu_bito

    <3 <3
    At last, I can stop pondering about this for 3 weeks....

    I think...

    Kiro August 11, 2020 4:38 pm

    On point. Literally my thoughts after reading this

    Bangtaned August 12, 2020 2:55 am
    On point. Literally my thoughts after reading this Kiro

    T-T

    Bangtaned August 12, 2020 3:02 am
    Yes, i honestly thought that jiang really love zhishu but sadly their sex drive arent compatible. If only they talk everything heart to heart before everyting too late and become very mess. I think the reason z... mishiranu_bito

    I just realized I didn't notice your reply..

    It's okay, your english is actually pretty good :)

    jmlr August 12, 2020 6:27 am
    Yes, i honestly thought that jiang really love zhishu but sadly their sex drive arent compatible. If only they talk everything heart to heart before everyting too late and become very mess. I think the reason z... mishiranu_bito

    Wait, are you saying all this time we could speak Spanish? JAJAJAJ Bueno, asumí que era español u.u