
Honestly the authors depiction was intentionally fetishistic depiction designed to have the rape be titillating to the more perverted readers. You can depict rape as graphic and violent without doing what she did and using the angles she did. Just take an episode from some crime drama—they are not fetishized and depict it as graphic and traumatizing and it can still make you feel sick. This mangas scene very much reads as gratifying to the people who like that shit or was extremely misguided on the authors part. There is a reason that would be censored in most other countries but isn’t in Japan. The US would not allow shota hentai to be sold legally because it’s considered child porn but Japan has tons of it. Reading from a western lens it’s easy to think that the author is just trying to make it traumatizing for the reader to show how bad it is but you only see it that way because you aren’t a pervert/pedophile and because of the culture where you live. There are plenty of people that will be into it in Japan especially. Fujoshi means rotten woman for a reason...they’re the main customer for tons of extreme stuff and a culture that is just different on this English dominated site. Japanese fujoshi and otaku are actually very apologetic and sympathetic to some things that would not pass western standards. They fetishize gay people and children and it’s a lot more objectifying than we realize. Once I was able to read queer comic written by actual queer people I realize just how fetishized and misguided a lot of the shit I read was. There are some manga actually written by lgbt Japanese authors and they feel completely different and are very rare. Just....keep in mind this manga is written by a cis straight person and isn’t not problematic though it is very entertaining with lovely art and interesting characters and an intriguing message about how we think of the word hero and what a hero is and means.

Honestly same, I am still denial for months how to see this manga, cause that chapter made me fell off, do u think it was on purpose or am I just overthinking?
Reading chapter four had me sweating like made eventho I am infront of the fan. One of my hand cover my mouth and I realised I was holding my breath...I felt like puking...this is like the worse BL scene I've seen in my whole 11 years if being a fujoshi...I...really wanna kill that sonuvabish man if a sensei...he's just a third grade bitch!!!!
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I...just wanna forget that...what I just read...I've never felt thus fvcked up...don't yoy go trying to castrate the child after raping him...that amount of blood...urgh...its worse than gore. No offence...I just wanna turn back time...never have read that part...the author really did a great job. It was soo damn realistic and painful to read and watch...goodness gracious...why in the name of Lord Matthias...did this hafta happen to poor poor Arima...it's all his mother's fault! If she hadn't forced her peers and ideals on her SON turning the poor innocent child into a 'DAUGHTER/GIRL' Young Arima wouldnt hafta face the horror that had scarred his for life...I hope he gets justice...that pederasty man should be sentenced to death or hanging. I don't care how harsh and brutal I sound...I need justice for Arima/Maria.
I told this to my cousin who is a Cop. And I was literally crying while telling him. I swear it was so fucking embarrassing cuz he was looking at me like I was crazy. But he told me that since it's a story, he can only ask me to pretend that he's working on Arima's case lol
This 28 years old guy entertaining my 23 years old idiotic self lol hahahah and he said if something like this we're to happen irl, both him and his bestie gonna do their best and attain justice. Male or female. Rape is still raoe. COUZIE I LOVE U FOR BEING AN UNDERSTANDING MAN LOL Thanks for reassuring me XD
I have died and has been Resurrected under Lord Matthias's orders...