Spoiler discussion . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . The way I see it, Seungwhore is big mad that Nakyum doesn't really like him the way he likes Inhun. In SH's eyes Nakyum has lost interest in everything, only does as he is told but his words are empty ever since Inhun left. Before when Nakyum said he liked doing it with him, it kind of excited him a little, but after seeing his overall change in behavior he feels like NK is just telling him what he wants to hear and that irritates him. It like confirms that their "relationship" is and forever will be one sided. I think SH might peg NK's current state as depression purely to Inhun being gone, not because of the bullying from the other servant or the cruel words of his teacher, being forced to stay with SH if he wants to stay alive, and to top it off SH acting indifferent and saying asshole remarks when NK inquires about his kindness towards him. It was just a complete slap to the face and his pride when NK said he would do and act the way SH wants him to. Even more so knowing that NK isnt doing it out of affection as he would for Inhun (as seen in the chapter when NK got completely wasted on stolen alcohol).
At this rate I would also say NK is going through his own moments of turmoil and confusion. Not just about his own existence, but the complicated "feelings" he is developing for SH unbeknownst to both of them. Like the fact that now all he can think about when touching himself is SH, being flustered every time SH is close or touches him, SH having so many considerations for him by treating him to good meals, clothes, and medicine when he is sick. Kind of coming to terms that SH is the only one that sort of understands him. But then that all comes crashing down every time SH opens his mouth and acts like he doesnt actually give a crap about NK, he just wants him for sex.
But lets be real. If SH really only wanted him for sex, especially good sex, he would have tossed NK aside a long time ago. SH constantly expresses his distaste for passive or crappy sex partners. NK brought other thrills to the table that weren't necessarily based on his sexual performance. It was his personality, and knowing that NK was out of reach for him. NK giving in to him now does nothing for him especially if NK doesn't mean anything by it.
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The way I see it, Seungwhore is big mad that Nakyum doesn't really like him the way he likes Inhun. In SH's eyes Nakyum has lost interest in everything, only does as he is told but his words are empty ever since Inhun left. Before when Nakyum said he liked doing it with him, it kind of excited him a little, but after seeing his overall change in behavior he feels like NK is just telling him what he wants to hear and that irritates him. It like confirms that their "relationship" is and forever will be one sided. I think SH might peg NK's current state as depression purely to Inhun being gone, not because of the bullying from the other servant or the cruel words of his teacher, being forced to stay with SH if he wants to stay alive, and to top it off SH acting indifferent and saying asshole remarks when NK inquires about his kindness towards him. It was just a complete slap to the face and his pride when NK said he would do and act the way SH wants him to. Even more so knowing that NK isnt doing it out of affection as he would for Inhun (as seen in the chapter when NK got completely wasted on stolen alcohol).
At this rate I would also say NK is going through his own moments of turmoil and confusion. Not just about his own existence, but the complicated "feelings" he is developing for SH unbeknownst to both of them. Like the fact that now all he can think about when touching himself is SH, being flustered every time SH is close or touches him, SH having so many considerations for him by treating him to good meals, clothes, and medicine when he is sick. Kind of coming to terms that SH is the only one that sort of understands him. But then that all comes crashing down every time SH opens his mouth and acts like he doesnt actually give a crap about NK, he just wants him for sex.
But lets be real. If SH really only wanted him for sex, especially good sex, he would have tossed NK aside a long time ago. SH constantly expresses his distaste for passive or crappy sex partners. NK brought other thrills to the table that weren't necessarily based on his sexual performance. It was his personality, and knowing that NK was out of reach for him. NK giving in to him now does nothing for him especially if NK doesn't mean anything by it.