Hello! I feel the same way as you, its a tough life being left out in the family as its where ur suppose to belong. Being neglected and unwanted is something that hits too close with me as well. It hurts and its painful. I hope your doing okay. Pls pls pls dont hesitate to chat me up if u need someone to talk to!! I might not know u personally but i'm here for you
Hey you are not alone <3
Don’t stop talking about it to the people or in this case comments you feel comfortable with... it’s one step closer to you opening up to someone you know and care about, because at the end of the day if you take the effort to care about them they likely do to you as well and they probably will want to help you get through what’s breaking you together with you.
Much love and stay strong
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I stopped crying often. But when I was younger I would cry like every month. Mostly sevel times a day. Not cause I was crybaby or something like that, but because I was sensitive to my family's emotions. I used to cry whenever we fought or yelled, or just 'cause they said something rude. I started doing everything to please them. And one month soon shortened to every Saturday. Until I stopped coming from my room and just cleaned so my mom couldn't yell at me for being lazy. They still yelled and bickered, but I was on 3rd floor and ignored them. And that's the story of how I learned to cut off my feelings for people and grew antisocial. Yey.
It's really sweet of you. I really, really appreciate it. I'd definitely share share my problem with you if I can't hold it anymore. I can't say I'm 100% fine right now because I don't really talk and spend my time with my family, because I don't want to feel that feeling anymore. It just last year is the most horrible one. Most of the time I feel like I don't belong to the family, it's like I was standing all alone and unwanted until eventually I seek for a help from the hospital.
Thank you so much
I'd definitely keep going telling how I feel but sometimes it sounds so, I don't know, problematic and pathetic? But yeah, it's really help me express how I feel especially when I can't with people who close to me. Thanks for your support.
Yeah, I used to cry a lot too. When I fought with my family it just ended up with me shut myself in my room with tears. I don't know, I just can't be like how they want me to be, like my other siblings, especially. And yeah, there was one time, I changed my attitude like you. I talked when they only asked me, and treated them like they're outsider and shut myself almost all the time. I hope you will be fine and getting stonger in the future. Keep strong.
Well, the doc definitely, slowly falling for Dojun. I feel like Dojun just feels lonely and needs somebody to lean on. You know, like he thinks his family dosn't like or care about him and his feeling, and how terrible he feels about himself, shit, I really hate that feeling. They just can't understand him or at lest try to listen his thoughts. It's slowly break you and at the end of the day, you just don't care. This remind me about my pathetic self. Cry almost every single day because you can't express the 'feeling' to anyone including your family. I should stop, I talk to much.