
right, more than feeling left out, she is worry she would disappear. Only she would remember them while they would forget her. Thats why she is constantly putting up a wall. Shes basically always preparing to actually disppear and she believes that the closer they are, the more it will hurt when she does disappear.
The sadness she felt when watching her friends enjoying themselves without her is the same feeling that yeoyeoung feels watching dani get long with other people. probably, like, it doesnt have to be me, someone else can make her laugh, that type of feeling. Its bad for Dani who already feels like her existence in that world could disappear any time
Im somewhat sad with the fact that The fl (aka dan-i) is left out or she feels like she isn't good enough to be their friend she's very insecure and she barely has any self confidence because the yeoryoung and the four knights are seen as idols and she feels like she's invisible. ╥﹏╥ I love this manga but this shits putting me in my feels and i just cry over the fact that she doesn't have confidence in herself ╥﹏╥ ╥﹏╥