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If someone is desperate to escape, and they come to respect their rescuer, and they are put in a position of grave threat, and they start WEEPING as they stab and push their rescuer (stabbing in a non-lethal place) and whisper "take care," as they weep and watch them fall in the escape route where the rescuer said "trust me, " then yes, it in the text and art that she WANTED to escape but decided to sacrifice her freedom to save her rescuer.

She freaking stabbed her rescuer!!! We had more than 60 chapters of her planning to escape from her murderous husband and then she stabs her rescuer!!! My god, I can’t say it enough!!! Why the fuck did she reincarnate then?? That too, twice!!! The emperor already has a harem filled with concubines for goodness sake!!! The author thought that a female would be honoured to be the empress. Hell to the no!!! The FL should just stab herself again, so the author can stop torturing us with these cheap ass manhua storylines :/