
I know I shouldn't say this but I just hope nothing like this happen in the future with you ever again but I still think you should consult your mother about it because other than mother no one can be a better therapist than her....She will have her own way to share your burden with you and this will also increase the trust between you and your mother and your bond will strength too and if something like this happen she will be able to protect you as no one is more important than children for a mother and it doesn't matter even if your mother has good relation with your uncle at least she will be able to see the real beastly face of that dude......This will kept on increasing your anxiety which will lead to be under depression which will be more dangerous......I can't be the therapist but I can be your ears and I can even advice you or talk to you which cab lift up your burden....But I hope that you will share it with your mother which is the best opinion

DAmN whAT dO I EVeN sAY.,..UGh it’s just me, I want everything to be done and solved already....to stop having it over my head...also i think the reason it’s so hard it tell her, is because I lost a lot of trust in the ones around me, not specifically because of this but other stuff(like I don’t tell family members shit anymore ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍) but still like you said, eventually the person I’m gonna have to tell is her. I JUst gotta get the proper gear on yk... thank you tho I think I was thinking that if I said anything I’d be telling everyone right then am there and that was REALLY heavy so Thank You♡
I apologize in advance for ruining the mood(if you feel that way). Here I fucking go, so story is I was touched inappropriately when I was little by my disgusting uncle, definitely a let’s destroy his soul so he can never reincarnate thing but he didn’t r* pe me....... anywhooo I have such deep anxiety about it that I’m genuinely scared(like I just got stabbed gonna die scared) of ever telling ANYONE I know... for a couple of reasons, like my mom and HiM have a really close relationship(like he’s living at her house, I’m not there ofc), that it happened so long ago and that I can’t even imagine how’d they react. So I need SoMETHing people, some advice on wtf to do please? Also don’t come for me for saying this on here I would absolutely not say this to anyone I know sMh ╥﹏╥ I need a therapist Jesus but ALL I GoT Is YOU gUyS So HElP meH OUT pls