i wish i was attached to yuki just as everyone else in the fandom is, makes me feel a bit ...

i wish i was attached to yuki just as everyone else in the fandom is, makes me feel a bit heartless when i think about it, like i dont feel bad enough about it or something. Uenoyama is like a scapegoat to all of the stuff thats happening, a breath of fresh air, thats why i like him so much, away from the suffering yuki brings. Maybe im upset that he isnt as noticed as other characters, which adds to me feeling guilty and heartless, dhskfnnengnrjfjefeg idk why i made this but anyways