I wondered the same thing. I need this one to make sense to me. I was hurting so much for Yan. So when Sesaam asked that immediately afterwords I was like, well damn!
I've read the novel before and I could say that it is neither the 2 reasons. (the novel wrote in Sesame's point of view) It said that for Sesaam, Yan is more than a friend or a family he is the only people who made Sesaam feel secured, and he knew he was selfish to happily receive Yan's love without returning. That night Sesaam said he didnt know why but he just felt that it was okay to do so
Thank you so much for that! It makes me feels so much better because not really knowing Sesame's feeling all over the place with this story!! I wasn't aware their is a novel so I will go to find it so I can know the whole story. This one is worth knowing everyone's POV!!!
I wonder did Sasaam sleep with Yan because he loves him or that he wanted to get back to being the Attorney General? I think there could be a sequel to answer that question!! Just a thought!!! This is a nice story but there is still that question!! This hasn't been updated since 2011 is it discontinued if not I would like to know what's next so PLEASE UPDATE UPDATE UDPATE ASAP PLEASE!!! thx D