@~@ I have trouble reading the letter. Can someone give me the jist of it?

I regret everything I did, I travel now and do some kind things because I feel guilty that I never took you to travel and I was cruel, I am a hermit and my job is no longer, I wish you could be here with me to see these beautiful places, I'm sorry I didn't wait for you, I will wait for you in this life as I love you.

Typical apology of an asshole who did so much harm that it can't be remedied or undone. He deserves the pain imo.