Gay, kinky as hell, gets off on yaoi (the expressions of uke are too sexy lol), cheated many times in school in ways no one knows about, lying about studying everyday and fucking up my college entrance exam then using health as an excuse ( I HATE STUDYING), got confessed to by a younger cousin, cool demeanor and no judgement ( everybody thinks I am a judgy, cold, reserved bitch idk why?) Etc
All my friends think I am the shy/loud(once you get to know me)/Consistly needs help ^-^~
But I actually read Yaoi/Yuri/Horror/Messed up stuff/etc.- :3
I am shy, awkward, doesn't like homework/classwork, teachers are scary for me T^T, I am doing "homework" hehe I mean reading BL =3, I am bad at playing the flute (takes me 3 hours so I could perfect one song) :(, I am here 24/7 and it looks like I don't have time for school- oops- c:
I recently started school and it feels like I am dying slowly listening to my teacher's talk :/ they actually want me to die from homework...wow that works well- sorry if this makes no sense, about 70% of the time I make no sense at all and I confuse people which makes me confused and then yea :c
That’s literally me, except I’m a senior in high school. Nobody would ever suspect I’d read stuff like this
when I love something I could really hard for it,two or three months I get really bored and star hate that very thing so when i was 12/15 I become very obsessed with yaoi/yuri it was all i could read or talk about my friends got really weird they told my mom and she was like gave her two or three month and she will hate talk about it. i am 18 when i try reading either one i will hate it or be bored my friends would tease me about this. I NEED HELP （/TДT)/
Everyone think i am a good girl cuz i don't smoke or drink and i have really good grades but actually i read yaoi and lately i started reading some horror comedy with pretty a lot of explicit content mangas, no one knows about that ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄
I really don't have friends because they all left me one by one and i am really lonely and i talk to a few people but i feel like i can't tell them everything that's on my mind and my problems.
So because my friends left me i somehow try to avoid people because i was really hurt and cryed a lot
I am starting high school next week so it's a new school and i am really afraid that people won't like me and i will feel even more alone and i will get bullyed again
Sooooo, now it's your turn to share some secrets ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~