Responses

The seme thinks uke is straight so he's depressed
Besides spoiler alert
The seme had a tragic breakup possibly with a straight guy before, so now he's afraid to get hurt again... he's trying to play around in order not to make himself attached to the uke and make a bad guy out of himself cause he thinks bad playboys never get hurt in relationships
Seme: casually has sex with a stranger while playing with uke
My respect and feelings for him: Nope
Seme: stops in the middle of doing it to login
My respect and feelings for him; Yes
.... I don't like him but I like him. Yes.