
Thats a huge missconception of sexual abuse. Im a victim and know plenty of other victims and the way your brain works around trauma is so diverse. Some people feel disgusted but engage in sexual relationships as much as they can as a way of punishment, others just hate themselves but are able to have sex almost normally with someone loving and undestanding I have even met girls who became brutally dependent on sex with their trusted person as a way of putting good memories over the bad ones. We all have different ways of healing and not all of us are scared of every d*ck

I never thought of it that way im sorry for the misunderstanding but i get what you mean
I based it on ash reaction after being rped and didnt want to be touched but was fine by eiji touch
I could be Totally wrong about this but i thought i read somewhere that the mangaka said their relationship would be asexual
I feel like ash would be too traumatize to do it tho