Fiddle me this, Why did you spend your time reading this then? Saying Ash had wouldn't be in a sexual relationship cause he got raped is calling him weak, but that's beside the point. You're depressed cause in this fan-made manga he is in a happy consensual relationship?? can't relate. He is a fictional character that fans can make as many doujinshis as they want, if you want to see him in asexual and alive doujinshi then make your own.
Well duh he is strong, he would be strong enough to overcome his past and potentially be able to get in a sexual relationship if he wanted to.
I simply deduced you were calling him weak since well "Also this is fucked up. Clearly after all of the shit Ash has been through, he would not be able to have a sexual relationship with anyone." It was all your words, not mine.

I can’t take this seriously when all I could think of is sadness.
It has been 23 days since I have finished it and I still stop and think about the ending occasionally. Lord, what has my life come to?
Also this is fucked up. Clearly after all of the shit Ash has been through, he would not be able to have a sexual relationship with anyone. Ash has gone through hell and back up everyday of his life, just how?