
I'm reading quite a lot, but the ones that have been uploaded (even if just every once in a while) and are killing me:
_The main one is Viewfinder by Yamane sensei (u see I've been reading and keeping track of this story for the last 18 years more or less, and I feel we are maybe finally reaching love destination... BUT THE LAST UPDATE IS KILLING MEEEEEEEE (/TДT)/ )
_ Love shuttle (is my newest source of anxiety DAMN)
_ Dear Benjamin (damn... shit's gonna go down REAL BAD in this one, I can feel it ╥﹏╥)
_ Keeper of the Pearl (I know what comes next and it's not gonna be good and definitely not pretty but it doesn't make me less anxious)
_ Palace of bardo (DAMN I'm curious at how worse can this story go 'cause I don't see happy endings here ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍)
_ Silent Lover (same energy as palace of bardo)
_ A painter behind the curtain (the story is beautiful but damn people can be calculating and hurtful when they set their minds in a goal...another one that I can feel in my bones that shit is gonna go down)
_ Gold Gray (nearly losing my patience but hanging for the sake of seeing some development ... BUT I've been reading some comments and as I can see this one is gonna take the road down tragedy lane... hope not but I can see it coming )
_ On or off and The new employee (both are not sad cliffhangers but they for sure left me with a bad taste in my mouth. Things are not going OK.)
_ I'm trying to start Painter of the night but I've seen some comments and I dunno if my heart can take another one ┗( T﹏T )┛
There is another one that it was so traumatic that I actually decided not only drop it but try to forget I actually read it (impossible but I'm trying) (/TДT)/ , and that is Haru wo daite ita, I kept track of it for like 14 years and after the ending just some time ago came a f*cking sequel called Alive and it KILLED ME! so I decided to forget it all 'cause I simply don't accept that ( ̄ε(# ̄)Σ lol I guess I may be a drama queen but that's what's going on for me and I needed to share lol
Sorry for the huge answer but I'm really talkative about this kind of stuff ( ̄∇ ̄")
Oh gosh no. Please. My heart can't take so much sadness... what's going on with the stories im reading?! Every single update is a fucking sad cliffhanger!!! (/TДT)/ CAAAAIUUUUUSS!