I feel like coz she's technically good at heart shes literally giving herself a reason to save that boy coz she genuinely wants to but can't coz her role is defiant to it. Kinda like how I am a student and I should be studying but I fucking don't and give my self excuses to not study
Oh that was clear as day, and it's something normal people do in their everyday lives to justify their actions.
What I don't understand is everything else.
Oh oops but yh I totally agree... she's being far from a villain... I think I would be able to fully villainify her... like ik how to be a REAL bitch u knoww
Gurl your logic makes absolutely no sense