Same, I cant take it too. I even skipped that part where he was meeting with the other guy. I hate uke's who is sleeping with diff man when he already has a lover. I hate it when the first time of uke was not the lover(⊙…⊙ )
In this case, it's not uke's fault at all. Seme knew he was a pornstar and still got together with him. I'm not mad at anyone here, no one (except the pushy rapey pornstar dude...UGH I HATE HIM) did anything wrong. I just hate the situation. It's hurtful to see your lover f**king someone else. I was cheated on once so I guess it's a trigger for me.
It must have hurt so much ╥﹏╥
I just can't. I hate reading about the mc having sex with someone else. It's his job or whatever but it still makes me uncomfortable. It was hurtful how that asshole made him watch the shooting. I almost cried.