i really do wanna read the novel but, why is it not translated :'(

What do you mean not translated? Not being rude but it already has 700+ chapters in Tapas, but if you want free reading, try searching in Google.

Ah. Here's the link btw. It has only 275 chapters and if you're wondering what chapter that is (manwha), try checking chapter 35 above.
https://webnovelonline.com/novel/the_beginning_after_the_end

I tried searching I legit couldn't find any translation. I don't mind paying as long as I'm getting worth the money. I did not know it was translated in tapas. Thanks. Big help.