
Life have him a healthy body and an intelligent mind. He's educated, had all the resources to succeed at his disposal and works at a decent job. He had a friend who liked and trusted him and if he tried, he could make more. He threw that friend away because his priorities are fucked and he has a bad personality. I don't feel bad for him in the least

i don't agree with how he's doing things now but i think you kind of forgot all the maltreatment that family did to him and the only person whom he cared for. just because you have the resources doesn't mean it's it'll make up for everything specially when all they did was guilt him for what?? being born to a different mother with a "dirty blood".
there's no justification to his actions but i feel his pain. he never had anyone despite everything he's undergoing he must kept it all in. life never gave him a chance to be happy even changing at this point would just make him lose everything, there's no path for him but to move forward because he already had dirt on his hands :((