I'M. PISSED.

oh to be gon September 28, 2020 5:34 pm

blame the headmaster for tricking all of them

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    Meli September 29, 2020 5:05 am

    I agree with this but I think that even if you are brainwashed you can still decide or you’re going to do to people
    Growing up my real dad tried to brainwash me into beating my family members because he was insane
    At some point I actually believed the brainwashed because I loved my dad but then eventually I stopped believing that because I had the mentality of:
    If you don’t want it being done to you then don’t do it to others
    I didn’t do it to others because I didn’t want it happening to myself so I decided not to do any of the stuff my dad was brainwashing me to do in the first place
    If these guys don’t want to get raped then they might as well not rape other people it’s that simple and you don’t have to be brainwashed to even think this way
    My older step cousin had sexually abused me for five years end it was because his older brother kept telling him that it was okay and convincing him to do this to me all the time because his older brother thought it was a cool thing to do to people
    In this case my step cousin was kind of basically brainwashed like the characters in this manwha
    He told me that he was doing this to me for five years because you genuinely loved me
    For me it was devastating, every morning I woke up I wanted to kill myself and I was scared of everyone around me, I didn’t allow myself to ever leave the house because I was extremely paranoid, I suffer from extreme depression and PTSD because of this, every time a guy would ever touch me I will start breaking down and crying and shaking like an animal
    I actually understand what the character is going through in this sense and makes me a bit sad
    Now I’m okay and I’ve gotten over what has happened to me But it took a really really long time but there was even a point in time where I was always in the hospital from failed suicide attempts and I was even bullied for it

    Meli September 29, 2020 5:05 am

    I wouldn’t be surprised if this poor priest even killed himself at the end of the story because I tried to do the same thing

    Meli September 29, 2020 5:05 am

    So I would basically blame all of them because I’ve already said my reasoning lol

    oh to be gon September 29, 2020 5:14 am
    I agree with this but I think that even if you are brainwashed you can still decide or you’re going to do to peopleGrowing up my real dad tried to brainwash me into beating my family members because he was in... Meli

    I hope you're really better now, you're very strong for enduring all of that and I get your point!! you're a very strong and lovely person! ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ノ~

    Meli September 29, 2020 5:39 am
    I hope you're really better now, you're very strong for enduring all of that and I get your point!! you're a very strong and lovely person! ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ノ~ oh to be gon

    Thanks ╥﹏╥
    <3