
I'm not tough like mean tough. I go out of my way to not be mean lol. But people act like I dont have feelings and just say or do rude or mean things to me all the time as if it wouldn't hurt me or offend me. They say, you're tough. Why would this hurt your feelings? Or get over it. But if I was small and petite, I doubt anyone would do that to me. My small and petite friend, everyone was always protecting her or defending her and making sure not to hurt her feelings. But never did that for me.

I'm the youngest of 3. But my mom favored my eldest brother and basically forgot I existed lol. So I had to grow up quick. I was legally on my own at 16 so I grew up rough just trying to survive. I'm big and rough looking. But I have a million plushies and a ton of super cute things. I just wish my body matched them. (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
I need a kakuma in my life...I'm tired of being tough. I wanna someone to see I'm a huge softy under my rough and tough exterior. (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ