Me too, it's been 4 years for me and it may look like I have adjusted but I feel completely out of place, the rest of the time I spend doing the same shit like im on some boring time loop. Its like something is eating away at me and my life.
Yeahh i feel the same and I really want to get out of this dark cycle cause it really sucks my will to live... i mena i dont see myself doing anything reckless but it also feels tiring and sad to be stuck all the time. If you wanna just chat about life and stuff im here and if u wanna we can chat on insta if u have one etc.
Aha same, I'm really not into self harm and I haven't attempted in years but I still feel incredibly empty and useless most times, I think that's what fuels my reading manga almost obsessively cause I need a dependent, I'm heavily depressed so I can understand the sort of fucked up ness of the story and its pretty realistic, esp w me and chako lol, also sure my ig @/vin,priv_
This manga’s suicidal vibe really sucked all my life air... i mean I actually am glad i found this at the best time cause i was pretty depressed and emotionally unstable and damn the whole things is like my twisted life’s summary...
I relate a lot to everyone in it. I am stuck in a small town as well i came here like 5 yrs ago but it took my whole purpose to live and i have been like a zombie for a while and reading this just made me feel like I’m not the only one who is stuck and cant get out and have been depressed...
idk if i should recommend this to some of my depressed friends around me bc this is just about how you take the whole story into your brain. Like I related a lot till this chapter and find it very depressing but still it helps me but it might not be the same effect for the others. It might even trigger to do some dumb shit for others yk. So when you people out there who read psychological suicidal stuff gotta be careful on if you are also mentally good enough to handle these stuff before starting to read bc it might trigger you and make you even more depressed. Just and advice from me.