
dude. when you read something, do you think about it or eternity 24/7? no, you have feelings about it right after...may be you sometimes think about it again in the following few days. then you move on. those were what i felt and thought just after reading the first half of that manga. now all i remember about it is, how uncomfortable it was, how disturbing i felt and how angry i was when suddenly the rape and horror i was made to feel through the view of the uke mc, was suddenly like it was all a lie....that is what i just remembered, because i read your comment that brought out the old data. and who are you to command me how to enjoy my media? i am obviously someone that engrosses in whatever they are reading. that is why i read, to escape reality. if a book/manga cannot capture my attention, then it is worthless to me. this one started to do it with the insane intro, but still good delivery of the horror and then forcefully broke off all the built up feelings and tension i had and thus broke my flow and brought me out of the story. sure you can go ahead enjoy your fictional works like that without really caring about anything, but obviously not everyone is like you. there is no right or wrong way to read any enjoy tools for entertainment (unless it is illegal). and believe me, i am a very relaxed and lazy person and stress is the last thing i will ever allow in my life haha

You're obviously not a relaxed person since you even dragged the artist's editors into your lil ramble. Most people just complain about the theme/trope/characters/plot but you went above and beyond to even question whether these artists have any real life experience lol
Sit down. Take a deep breath. None of this shit is real. Your gonna give yourself a heart attack lol There's hundreds of works where there is no prep and sex is done raw. It's FICTIONAL. If you don't take porn seriously then don't take drawn porn seriously, either lol

naw gurl you don't get it. where else can you let your immediate thoughts out and get carried away by your feelings without any issues than on the net and when it is not about people but media....that is the beauty of this. so boring you guys and your straight laced goody two shoes act here...hhhh...boo boo i like this...boo boo there is a person who has a deep opinion which is against my individual thoughts, feelings and ideas...boo boo so this person is bad....so simple minded and boring

Hun, I'm probably one of the most problematic people on this site that isn't just a blatant asshole or resorts to childish tactics like mimicking crying child sounds.
//taps the topics made count on my profile and the number of manga read
I've been here longer than probably 90% of this site's user base. You're not the first clown I've come across and most certainly not the last lol Don't go thinkin' you're special or somethin'.
obviously this author experiment with this manga. not knowing what direction she wants. that person lacks life experience and understanding of human behaviour properly. and like analysis etc. in the beginning the seme was presented as an abusive sociopath. then a narcissistic type, that glees on other peoples suffering and knows how to get sympathy. and then just a traumatised child that learns to love and be loved. aha dude. and the uke is also a chaotic pile. first he knows he is being raped and abused. his lifeline is school and his light is that with a good graduation degree he can go to a good uni and escape his home with scholarship etc. he has this alright low in the infirmary. and then poof. dude...come on. i feel nauseous, because of all the pain, emotions and stuff the author created but discarded in order to force a plot. a very naive author who could not indulge in the story and characters they created, because they were lost in the wrong points they focused on. you cannot get a normal romance and normal life after making the uke ruthlessly be raped RAW and UNSTRETCHED in his CLASSROOM during ACTIVE SCHOOLTIME. bruh....i dunno...i feel like all the male rape victims are being completely disrespected from wanna be fujoshi/fudanshi like this. if the rape plot development would be made realistic in some sense, ok. like with killing stalking or other ones i know. but ah...anyway...it always feels so sad. cause without the idiotic rape, this manga could have been decent. epsecially with the nice art. but no...i wonder...did this person have an editor? what do those editors do? hhhhhh