HELP?!?!

I really need help finding this yaoi and it’s grinding my gears knowing I can’t read because of my stupid memory. It was about this masochist uke who I believe already had a mutual love interest with seme1 but seme2 come in and gives gives uke was he wants (hitting, roughness, bdsm) I remember uke trying to hide what happens with seme2 because he’s ashamed being a masochist. I know that is a lot but if anyone finds I would appreciate!! (〜￣△￣)〜