I HAVE SO MANY QUESTIONS

GUYS PLEASE CAN ANYONE WHO READ THE RAWS EXPLAIN WTF IS GOING ON

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link to the raws: https://boylove.cc/home/book/capter/id/35063

First of all. I'm so conflicted. The seme is either the cutest, fluffiest bb or he's a monster that wears his victims face. There's no in-between

Second, when the uke woke up to everyone dead and he was running away from the seme and fell down the cliff, did he lose his memory? They showed the seme holding him all bloody but then the next chp. they were all normal and loving. It was like there was a missing chp. or something

3rd who tf is the red haired guy? The seme would literally slaughter anyone who looks at the uke weird but THIS BITCH THREW MY BB DOWN THE STAIRS IN FRONT OF THE SEME, HE RAPED THE UKE, ABUSED HIM, and literally just treats him like shit in front of the seme and he hasn't done anything? All he does is get mad and threatens him but hasnt even punched him. LIKE YOULL WEAR THE FACE OF A MAN WHO WAS GETTING A LITTLE TOO CLOSE TO THE UKE BUT WHEN IT REALLY MATTERS WTF

I'm confused and pissed and I need help