When I saw the panel where Chiwoo says they aren't friends anymore my heart literally brok...

When I saw the panel where Chiwoo says they aren't friends anymore my heart literally broke for Jihyun, even tho he's such a bastard for doing what he did. I thought to myself maybe he's going to cry then I was like nah he'll probably walk it off and move on, albeit sadly. Then he looked back at the only person he's ever loved at someone else's side and I was like oH NO then he started crying in the car and I started fucking sobbing and im still shaking fucK.
The what if/alternate reality chapters really helped to soothe the pain but the ache is still there bc I know its not what happened