
*spoilers*
The female knight (the blonde one, i forgot her name) ends up telling Fian in front of Lindsay, so Lindsay stabs her leg and runs away. After that Fian chases after her and she eventually get caught by him. She tells him the truth (i think?) and Fian tells her something important. Lindsay then decides to be with Fian and they do it for the first time(this is around ch 110). It's not entirely accurate cuz I read the raws, but this is what I could interpret.

*Spoiler*
So like for anyone Lindsay did not stab herself. She stabbed the blond guard. i think up to some point the female guard herself had to pretend to be a guy and i dont wanna say she did if as revenge but more like so she doesnt hurt Fian. So Lindsay runs back to the prince and couldnt translate but then Fian pulls up and then She runs away and he catches her and brings her back to his crib. long story short after they have their first night.
Can someone spoil this for and tell me WHEN she runs away pls