Do you have any recs similar to what you described. I also like when ukes cry. It’s you right in the feels.
Ohhhh.. :D Here are some.. Actually, if you are looking for stories with things like this, you should look for the "Drama" tag, albeit there are some that don't have this tag, but it'll still tug your heart.
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/if_you_hate_me_that_much/?tx4n
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kiraide_isasete/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/cocoon_of_the_heart/ (shounen ai)
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/itou_san_kuraka_sui/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/hitori_to_hitori_no_3650nichi/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kemono_asobi/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/to_take_an_enemys_heart/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/10_years_where_i_loved_you_the_most/ (shounen ai)
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/my_life_with_you/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/lonely_to_organdy/ (shounen ai)
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/tsume_to_toge/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/last_portrait/
Btw, these are already completed. There are still other completed stories and some are still ongoing, but I am actually in a hurry right now '^-^. Enjoy yourself <3
I really love it when uke's cry or is hurt. The pain I always feel when that happens is disgustingly beautiful and satisfying to me. Especially when Ray acted to kill Takeru and he whimpered and cried. The pain and goosebumps on that part was priceless!
PS. I love Chester. Was he in love with Ray or something? And that talk with Takeru about the gun was confusing.
PPS. For Takeru, it's lonely and sad to think he is oblivious that the hands he held from the dying old man was actually the hands of his real father.