I'm glad you can find something to relate with. I'm in a similar situation... but i'm truly praying for your healing.
I pray for you all! I really hope you’re doing well please stay safe and never lose hope
I meant to vote up, I hope you feel more comfortable and confident with in yourself. YOU GO GIRL/BOY!! I don’t want to mistake your gender so- BE COMFORTABLE!!
I’m sorry to hear that fam. It’s hard to have depression bc of life circumstances and bring it up with friends. I moved states away from my hometown after high school and am struggling in training school rn to get a job etc while all my friends are going to regular universities etc. bc I work all the time I’m drifting away from all my friends and don’t want to burden them by complaining about being overworked and worried about the future while my friends can’t relate (I don’t blame them) but honestly unless you’ve Said bad things to your friends or abandoned them when they asked you for help I doubt they could hate you. They might feel a bit lonely but I’m sure if they’re reasonable people they’ll understand that People get busy and sometimes are preoccupied with other life situations. Just like how I don’t resent my friends who have depression and can be difficult to contact. You can never assume how someone else feels if you’ve never asked or they told you directly.
I totally understand how he feels, I’m not doing well with my health and I have been through 4 surgeries, I hate how I look now, I hate how I have to be the careful one so other ppl don’t get uncomfortable with my situation, so that’s why I haven’t been in contact with my friends from high school for almost 2 years, i just talk with one of them and even with her I sometimes get depressed so I disappear bc I know everyone have their own problems and I don’t want to feel like a burden, I just use 1 app to sometimes talk and I have deleted everything else bc it makes me feel horrible about myself... anyways they probably hate me now but it’s just too much for me, maybe someday when I’m totally healthy and fine I could say hi to them...