I think she has a distorted view of herself and what's going around her.
She's been a victim of abuses since she was a child so she built this unreal concept of herself as the pure, innocent and victim person. Like when she intentionally (for fun)put her maid in difficult situation that could have killed said maid and had another maid's tongue cut because she's (Trashta) is lying, in her twisted brain she's still the victim.
She also goes on "Trashta can't never harm or kill someone" says the same person that ordered someone to get killed, took a harmless injured bird feathers (the poor animal now cries and is terrified of her), spread rumors and insulted a queen from another country.
In her twisted broken chick brain, even if she stab someone and is caught in the act she would still believe it wasn't her.
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Thing is I sympathize with her for a moment when I thought she wanted to take care of Ahn her other children but when she shows it is only for herself and she didn't want the child at all, I lost it. She's selfish to the core who only want to leave in luxury no conscience or guilt of the people she harmed and ruined.
Beauty and very Humble background doesn't necessarily make you a good person by default.
Ikr on her last moments I kinda sympathize with her, when I was reading the novel I couldn't say "good for you, just die trashta" Because it was a sorta sad moment. Tho I pitied and sympathized with her that doesn't mean I already forgot her misdeeds and how much of a trash Trashta was.
she probably said that to get the women to think shes a nice person, she doesnt even care to see if viscount roteschu actually kept her child alive or not
Where do you guys read the novel? The one in novelfull is only up to Ch174 :(
Novel.Naver.
They upload a new chapters every 4 days.
Now we're on Stupidshu's downfall to insanity arc~
Oh it’s in Korean :(. I wish there was a translated one but perhaps Google Translate will do :)
"Rashta wants a baby to love and take responsibility for"........bish wut#－.－)
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You literally threw glorym, your fcking baby to the floor (╯°Д °)╯╧╧ And don't get me started on your first child, the poor boy you don't even care about him! Well yes he was taken away from you and you thought he died, but when you heard he was actually alive YOU WEREN'T EVEN HAPPY WHEN YOU FOUND OUT! All you do is send money to the viscount, not to take care of the baby but to keep his existence a secret. GRRR btch I seriously can't with you ヽ(`Д´)ﾉ