.....i wish i could go into the world of manga,turn into a really sexy seme and go find my...

.....i wish i could go into the world of manga,turn into a really sexy seme and go find my uke and have a beautiful love story as well,shower him with love and affection and have a good life with him.
But alas,im a potato who's struggling to get into college and get a nice job and stuck in a country where people kill and hurt each other.
Damn do i hate reality