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Yeah, this is awful... Or maybe these bearded men didn't necessarily actively rape him, but perhaps he was dragged everywhere by his father to find the "cure" to his illness, so he was seeing all these doctors and bearded men againat his will. Maybe they were also brought back home to treat him, and all these treatments and "medicines" fucked up his psyche.
Though he did aay that he lives by the principles his father taught him, so I don't know... Could it be that a treatment involved him getting raped, kind of like a shock therapy, so he would "stop feeling the urges" or fuck knows
Just read the chapter and
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I feel like while he was forced to stay home he got sexually abused idk I remember he said old men in beards gave him chills and for all them years locked up kinda suspicious