Lemme give ya guys hope

Kygnis October 29, 2020 5:53 pm

I've said this a few months ago but seeing you guys suffer with this chapter made me sad sooo lemme say it again haha.

The author said this story was all about the relationship between Yuji and Yamato from the start and that she didn't plan to change that fact at all when someone asked to not make them a couple on twitter. So - don't worry. It's a slow burn-shounen ai manga, so let's just wait. I'm sure the author will do a good job with their relationship and all. And I'm honestly so glad they will end up together because their love is so damn beautiful and pure. Yk, it doesn't matter what kind of love this is but it's damn deep.

At first I was fine If Yamao and Yuji don't end up together - as long and Yamato and Yuji are happy and still friends or something, I'm fine with it! But honestly I noticed later that they really love each other. I read a lot slow burn romances and damn their love for each other is so obvious and deep lol. I'm not sure about Yuji's kind of love yet but I'm sure Yamato is already irreplaceable to him, he's already in his heart. And now I'm a hardcore stan and protector of this ship so lool.

Reading this new chapter made me feel very bothered and sad. I don't like seeing Yamato with that guy at all, he's only killing his heart every second there urgh. And honestly the other guy is annoying the heck outta me. Why is he so fixed on Yamato, who doesn't like him at all? He never liked that guy and he knew this...And he still doesn't give up. Yk, I would understand this behaviour If the other guy is deeply in love with Yamato or something but not this...He's only hurting himself and Yamato. Man, I don't think a relationship like this can be happy and healthy. Especially for Yamato, he's forcing himself so much and I can literally hear his heart breaking. He's not fuckin happy at all, he's only forcing himself to love that other dude. But no Yamato, sorry, that's not how love works. I know it's hard Yamato but don't do this to yourself. Fuxk love, fuxk others, love yourself. I'm saying this but I rlly want Yamato and Yuji to end up together LMAO. After reading all these chapters I'm pretty sure they need each other and love each other very much. Gosh, I love them and I only want to see them happy.

Author's comment where she said they'll up together:

https://twitter.com/LuisFeZortea/status/1277385671393624065

Responses
    haesitae October 29, 2020 6:49 pm

    :''''''')))) thank you so much for the reassurance i really need this again. i already saw the Author's tweet before but with this update im somehow got scared. I thank you so much for your words haha im too deep in their beautiful relationship that i becoming childish somehow.

    segoy onna October 29, 2020 7:05 pm

    I think that in a world where homosexuals are treated so horribly and hence are so rare so when you find someone who has the sexuality it's such an opportunity to those people
    Especially that yuiji is straight and yamato fully knows that besides he doesn't want to lose him as a friend by making things awkward if he confesses and get rejected ( I went through this and I know )
    So the only thing he can do is give up as long as yuiji can't see him as a potential romantic interest
    Don't tell me he should try so that he won't regret because it's not that easy
    So I fell like this is realistic and I love it
    I am happy as long as they end up happy
    Because I don't believe in the man of my life and I'll kill myself if I can't have it because there are a lot of great people out there
    And for getting to know the other guy is a great thing cause he's not stuck he's trying he's trying to find his happiness to create it and if it doesn't work they can break there is nothing wrong with that besides that's how you get to know people
    But Yamato x Yuiji is my one and only ship

    Kygnis October 29, 2020 7:15 pm
    I think that in a world where homosexuals are treated so horribly and hence are so rare so when you find someone who has the sexuality it's such an opportunity to those peopleEspecially that yuiji is straight a... segoy onna

    Oh no I get what you mean. My friend is gay and he did the same. But the relationship with the other dude broke him, gave him depression, anxiety and stuff. Thank godness he is better now because he thinks that a relationship like that is not necessary. As long as he can trust and loves himself he is okay and doesnt need someone. That's what he thinks now and he's happy with his life. Trying to find happiness is good but you can definitely see that Yamato is not happy in that relationship. I don't want him to end up like my friend, that toxic and broken relationship broke him. My friend was scared and wanted to be loved as well, that's why he dated someone he doesn't even like - but he's someone 'he's allowed to date' yk? That's what he thought but he was unhappy the whole time. He forced himself to love him, he lied to himself and that broke his heart. Trying to find happiness is not wrong but I don't want Yamato to break because of that false happiness.

    Kygnis October 29, 2020 7:18 pm
    Oh no I get what you mean. My friend is gay and he did the same. But the relationship with the other dude broke him, gave him depression, anxiety and stuff. Thank godness he is better now because he thinks that... Kygnis

    * that dude was someone 'he's allowed to date'

    Kygnis October 29, 2020 7:19 pm
    :''''''')))) thank you so much for the reassurance i really need this again. i already saw the Author's tweet before but with this update im somehow got scared. I thank you so much for your words haha im too de... haesitae

    Samee haha (≧∀≦) I got scared as well but I trust the author. I'm sure she won't disappoint us! And you're welcome lmao. I love this manga, their relationship & friends sooo much! It's so painfully realistic and I love it <3

    spoopy panini October 29, 2020 7:36 pm

    let me just tell you HOW MUCH I FUCKING LOVE YOU FOR THIS- you really brought back hope in my heart after me and my twin's theory on how this was gonna end lmao, w her saying the other guy might be endgame and yuiji will only notice his feelings after yamato is happy

    Kygnis October 29, 2020 7:50 pm
    let me just tell you HOW MUCH I FUCKING LOVE YOU FOR THIS- you really brought back hope in my heart after me and my twin's theory on how this was gonna end lmao, w her saying the other guy might be endgame and ... spoopy panini

    LMAO YOU JUST REPLIED TO ME UNDER ANOTHER TOPIC HAHA. Glad I brought back your hope. Omfg your sisters theory is cruel- It would break my heart to see this :(( Now I'm glad again that the author choose Yamato×Yuji as endgame (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ

    s o r u t o c c h i October 29, 2020 8:11 pm

    AGREE WITH EVERYTHING YOU SAID JSBXJSJSNSJ I'M LEGIT CRYING AAAAAAAA

    s o r u t o c c h i October 29, 2020 8:14 pm
    let me just tell you HOW MUCH I FUCKING LOVE YOU FOR THIS- you really brought back hope in my heart after me and my twin's theory on how this was gonna end lmao, w her saying the other guy might be endgame and ... spoopy panini

    OMG THAT THEORY IS CRUEL UWBDJSJSIWJSKLALA

    That's hurting me although it has not happened hxhsjsjs

    s o r u t o c c h i October 29, 2020 8:16 pm

    THANK YOU SORRY I JUST CANT KEEP MY FEELINGS IM SO HAPPY SO SO SO HAPPY. This saved my life really ╥﹏╥

    memescia October 29, 2020 8:22 pm

    WAAA YOU REALLY SAVED ME THERE- im so excited for it i finally have peace and reassurance and not being anxious everytime the manga updates hudhfkfj

    Kygnis October 29, 2020 8:33 pm
    THANK YOU SORRY I JUST CANT KEEP MY FEELINGS IM SO HAPPY SO SO SO HAPPY. This saved my life really ╥﹏╥ s o r u t o c c h i

    Lmaoo you're welcome haha. I just saw your reply to my comment under another topic as well lmao. I'm happy with this ending too ╥﹏╥

    Kygnis October 29, 2020 8:35 pm
    WAAA YOU REALLY SAVED ME THERE- im so excited for it i finally have peace and reassurance and not being anxious everytime the manga updates hudhfkfj memescia

    Believe me, before I saw author's comment on twitter I was scared everytime the manga updates as well ( ̄∇ ̄") Like, I absolutely love my otp ship and I would hate to see them part. Furthermore: I DON'T WANT TO SEE THEM SAD AND UNHAPPY ╥﹏╥

    spoopy panini October 29, 2020 9:00 pm
    OMG THAT THEORY IS CRUEL UWBDJSJSIWJSKLALAThat's hurting me although it has not happened hxhsjsjs s o r u t o c c h i

    HONESTLY JSHSJ I WOULD BREAK IF I SAW THAT HAPPEN :((

    spoopy panini October 29, 2020 9:01 pm
    LMAO YOU JUST REPLIED TO ME UNDER ANOTHER TOPIC HAHA. Glad I brought back your hope. Omfg your sisters theory is cruel- It would break my heart to see this :(( Now I'm glad again that the author choose Yamato×... Kygnis

    YEAH IK HAHA- honestly every time i waited for an update my heart would dip whenever i saw that yuiji and yamato were distancing- LIKE I NEEDED THIS REASSUREMENT ╥﹏╥

    bananice October 29, 2020 9:10 pm

    Couldnt have worded it better! Thank you for this, I've also felt like im okay seeing them just be best friends at first but soon i realized theyve alrd have eo in their hearts even if they havent noticed (now yamato has noticed). And oh my god do i relate to yamato so much its so painful to see him like this :(

    Kygnis October 29, 2020 9:24 pm
    Couldnt have worded it better! Thank you for this, I've also felt like im okay seeing them just be best friends at first but soon i realized theyve alrd have eo in their hearts even if they havent noticed (now ... bananice

    Glad you agree with my words! I rlly thought I'm okay with them just being friends at first lol. But then I reread the whole manga bcs I forgot what happened and damn. That's frickin love right there. I never rlly noticed the hints but after rereading and analyzing everything I just wanted to hit my head because it was so damn obvious lol! They have each other in their hearts already. After realizing this I want them to be happy together, to grow old together, to support each other? to love each other openly...I want them to be happy with each other. And yes, it's so painful to see Yamato like this :( I hope everything will be better with the next chapters.

    s o r u t o c c h i October 31, 2020 8:54 pm
    Lmaoo you're welcome haha. I just saw your reply to my comment under another topic as well lmao. I'm happy with this ending too ╥﹏╥ Kygnis

    SORRY ABT THAT HSHAHAHAH I'M JUST TOO HAPPY YOU'RE EVERYBODY'S SAVIOR