
I think that in a world where homosexuals are treated so horribly and hence are so rare so when you find someone who has the sexuality it's such an opportunity to those people
Especially that yuiji is straight and yamato fully knows that besides he doesn't want to lose him as a friend by making things awkward if he confesses and get rejected ( I went through this and I know )
So the only thing he can do is give up as long as yuiji can't see him as a potential romantic interest
Don't tell me he should try so that he won't regret because it's not that easy
So I fell like this is realistic and I love it
I am happy as long as they end up happy
Because I don't believe in the man of my life and I'll kill myself if I can't have it because there are a lot of great people out there
And for getting to know the other guy is a great thing cause he's not stuck he's trying he's trying to find his happiness to create it and if it doesn't work they can break there is nothing wrong with that besides that's how you get to know people
But Yamato x Yuiji is my one and only ship

Oh no I get what you mean. My friend is gay and he did the same. But the relationship with the other dude broke him, gave him depression, anxiety and stuff. Thank godness he is better now because he thinks that a relationship like that is not necessary. As long as he can trust and loves himself he is okay and doesnt need someone. That's what he thinks now and he's happy with his life. Trying to find happiness is good but you can definitely see that Yamato is not happy in that relationship. I don't want him to end up like my friend, that toxic and broken relationship broke him. My friend was scared and wanted to be loved as well, that's why he dated someone he doesn't even like - but he's someone 'he's allowed to date' yk? That's what he thought but he was unhappy the whole time. He forced himself to love him, he lied to himself and that broke his heart. Trying to find happiness is not wrong but I don't want Yamato to break because of that false happiness.

Couldnt have worded it better! Thank you for this, I've also felt like im okay seeing them just be best friends at first but soon i realized theyve alrd have eo in their hearts even if they havent noticed (now yamato has noticed). And oh my god do i relate to yamato so much its so painful to see him like this :(

Glad you agree with my words! I rlly thought I'm okay with them just being friends at first lol. But then I reread the whole manga bcs I forgot what happened and damn. That's frickin love right there. I never rlly noticed the hints but after rereading and analyzing everything I just wanted to hit my head because it was so damn obvious lol! They have each other in their hearts already. After realizing this I want them to be happy together, to grow old together, to support each other? to love each other openly...I want them to be happy with each other. And yes, it's so painful to see Yamato like this :( I hope everything will be better with the next chapters.
I've said this a few months ago but seeing you guys suffer with this chapter made me sad sooo lemme say it again haha.
The author said this story was all about the relationship between Yuji and Yamato from the start and that she didn't plan to change that fact at all when someone asked to not make them a couple on twitter. So - don't worry. It's a slow burn-shounen ai manga, so let's just wait. I'm sure the author will do a good job with their relationship and all. And I'm honestly so glad they will end up together because their love is so damn beautiful and pure. Yk, it doesn't matter what kind of love this is but it's damn deep.
At first I was fine If Yamao and Yuji don't end up together - as long and Yamato and Yuji are happy and still friends or something, I'm fine with it! But honestly I noticed later that they really love each other. I read a lot slow burn romances and damn their love for each other is so obvious and deep lol. I'm not sure about Yuji's kind of love yet but I'm sure Yamato is already irreplaceable to him, he's already in his heart. And now I'm a hardcore stan and protector of this ship so lool.
Reading this new chapter made me feel very bothered and sad. I don't like seeing Yamato with that guy at all, he's only killing his heart every second there urgh. And honestly the other guy is annoying the heck outta me. Why is he so fixed on Yamato, who doesn't like him at all? He never liked that guy and he knew this...And he still doesn't give up. Yk, I would understand this behaviour If the other guy is deeply in love with Yamato or something but not this...He's only hurting himself and Yamato. Man, I don't think a relationship like this can be happy and healthy. Especially for Yamato, he's forcing himself so much and I can literally hear his heart breaking. He's not fuckin happy at all, he's only forcing himself to love that other dude. But no Yamato, sorry, that's not how love works. I know it's hard Yamato but don't do this to yourself. Fuxk love, fuxk others, love yourself. I'm saying this but I rlly want Yamato and Yuji to end up together LMAO. After reading all these chapters I'm pretty sure they need each other and love each other very much. Gosh, I love them and I only want to see them happy.
Author's comment where she said they'll up together:
https://twitter.com/LuisFeZortea/status/1277385671393624065