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Yeah agree.. Especially yuki was also drunk when he commited suicide
this is true. I didn't really think that what Yuki did was an act of selfishness, but rather a proof that he is unselfish and willing to do anything & everything just to make Mafuyu happy. It's just that, it really went a wrong turn.
seeing all the hate in the comment section for yuki, just coz he killed himself is pretty negative ngl. but please, yuki was also devastated when he and mafuyu had an argument.
yuki and mafuyu were basically polar opposites that were ticking like time bombs. their relationship isn't toxic and all because relationships shouldn't be all about communication. they should've let each other grow. but what we saw was yuki prioritizing music and mafuyu becoming overly attached and/or dependent on yuki.
mafuyu's word must've had a huge impact on yuki when they had that fight, causing him to commit suicide. and due to that mafuyu might have been traumatized. (ps his actions and dialouges insinuates that he developed a trauma and/or ptsd)
uenoyama on the otherhand as mafuyu's see's it, is heading the same direction as to yuki as before. so mafuyu is slowly and painfully trying to deal with it himself
in hiragi and shizu's case, hiragi shows sign of affection to yuki (which isn't yuki's fault mind you) and shizu is just accepting it even though it hurts for him. shizu saying "you too were in love with yuki, weren't you" just hurts so much. maybe (because as of writing this we don't have definitive proof yet) hiragi was unconsciously doing it because of his character and personality (for more info look for the chpt were ue plays with hiragi as support for their debut).
it isn't anyone's fault that the relationships portrayed are having a rough road. and don't say that yuki was selfish for commting suicide. he must've been really tired and sad and just wanted rest.