I need to cry OR calculated revenge

idk if u know ths alreafy but try Given! It's a manga but it has anime too. I started watching it because I wanted to cry that time and literally, everyone says the story of that manga is so sad, didn't disappoint me tho it'll really give you a nice good criee

http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/haru_ga_kita_kome_tasu/ (warning: graphic depiction of sexual assault on minor)

http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/an_uncomfortable_truth/?4oMT (i recommend reading in one sitting, really adds to the experience of feeling completely empty afterwards)

http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/given/ (wholesome mostly but still sad. recommend reading first, then watching the anime)

THINGS THAT MADE ME CRY
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BL
~ Spring Snow (OdongTong)
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/spring_snow_odongtong/
~ Back in time to you
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/back_in_time_to_you/?x9RV
~ 10 years where I loved you the most
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/10_years_where_i_loved_you_the_most/
~ Not for the faint of heart
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/not_for_the_faint_of_heart/
~ Banana Fish
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/banana_fish/
~ Hebi no Seiktsu
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/hebi_no_seikatsu/
(If you are confused, see my explanation: http://www.mangago.zone/home/mangatopic/6455693/ )
~ The Specific Heat Capacity of love
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_specific_heat_capacity_of_love/
~ December Rain
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/december_rain/

Non-BL
~ The Horizon
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_horizon/
~ The Witch of Mine
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/this_witch_of_mine/?dorm
~ Deep Love: Ayu no Monogatarai
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/deep_love_ayu_no_monogatari/
Sequels:
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/deep_love_host/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/deep_love_reina_no_unmei/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/deep_love_pao_no_monogatari/
~ Days of Hana
Read on webtoons to support the author legally and for free
~ This Time I Will definitely be happy!
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/this_time_i_will_definitely_be_happy/
~ The Wolf Lord’s Lady
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_wolf_lord_s_lady/
~ Sea Foam
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/sea_foam/

Hope this will help you fulfil your quest to cry

you won’t see the end coming and dark and sad also family problems but it’s a bl
https://lectortmo.com/library/manga/46747/shinjuu-suru-made-mattete-ne