 
																				I don’t know if this fits your description but “ 10 Years Where I Loved You the Most” is really good if you haven’t already read it:) http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/10_years_where_i_loved_you_the_most/
 
																				
                                                I don’t know if you have read this one but it’s pretty angsty and the uke is hurt by the seme a lot but has a happy ending 
 http://www.mangago.zone/read-
manga/if_you_hate_me_that_much/?WomI                                            
 
																				
                                                Sorry here’s a proper link
 http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/if_you_hate_me_that_much/?78xM                                            

 
		
Hi can you suggest some heart wrenching yaoi where mostly the uke is the one who's in pain or suffering because of the seme, either intentionally or not. Just wanna have that moment where the uke is really devastated and lost.
I would also appreciate a happy ending, doesn't matter if they end up with the first seme or a new one.
P.S I'm just gonna try numbing myself from the pain because I'm planning to read a much more angsty manga after.
TYIA!!