lots of good points

chowon is most definitely mentally ill, and while that is a reason for his behavior in the past and right now, it’s not an excuse. it doesn’t make what he did okay, it just explains why he went to those lengths. i feel like it’s been subtly hinted at, but chow on doesn’t have a lot of support in his life. kyungsoo is there for him...and that’s about it. we’ve heard his family mentioned in passing and it’s seems they’re hard on him, we met his brother once and they don’t have a good relationship, and we all know how his relationship with dojun went (and he admitted he never loved chowon).

sure, he received therapy, but i can’t imagine how hard it is to cope and get better without any system of support from friends and family/people who love and care about you.

i want chowon to apologize to heeso and dojun. i want him to be able to admit that what he did was wrong and say that he is sorry. i also want dojun to apologize because i’m the end he shouldn’t have married heeso at all. marriage isn’t something to take lightly, and obviously chowon thought it was serious, but dojun was only going through the motions, and he shouldn’t have done that. in the end, if chowon can do that, i want him to have a happy ending. i want him to get better and not let his illness control him. he has to be the loneliest character in the book, and i think, as misguided as it is sometimes, he has a lot of love to give.