the whole childhood yaoi plot made me realize i don't have friends back then... huft.

same :( I guess I was a loner back then cause I don't remember having this kind of friendship with anyone

Same T.T I realized I don't have one single friend that I grew up with, I usually isolate myself from my friends when we get too close. Currently I don't have one person I can wholeheartedly say they are my friend

I found my people!
I only have 1 friend aand he’s living in a different country:(. Oh and i don’t have any childhood friend either. I was so shy back then.

i definitely relate to this! i think my horrible luck with friends led me to eventually distance myself from people. i call people my friends but they’re really not... it sucks honestly