no wtf chowon didn’t overdose on purpose / but I agree kyungsoo has every right to step out of chowon’s life
I still have mixed feelings about Chowon(mostly good tho) and i think he’s genuine when he was apologizing to Heesoo
I think Chowon was shocked and hurt by Kyungsoo's reaction. Having someone who genuinely cherished him so much, utterly reject him was an unexpected blow.
Kyungsoo words pierced him in a way no one else could. He likes him in an way that's different from his obsession with his ex husband.
He always knew he was awful but never cared before, he was numb to other peoples thoughts and feelings.
But after being pushed away by Kyungsoo he felt so miserable, he overdosed on pills because I think at that moment he felt the world would just be better off without him.
He's not mentally stable his past actions shows he has issues..
He's lonely but I don't think it was a cry for attention. Remember he didn't contact anyone, he could of really died.
After surviving, he learns the person he didn't realize he likes was called but didn't want to see him. He cared about Kyungsoo words. I think he began reflecting on how he got to this point.
Kyungsoo presence became one he longs for, so he doesn't want to be hated by him.
Chowon is not one to apologize. He's very stubborn, spoiled and proud.
I look forward to seeing how this pans out.
forgot to say, i'm also wondering if chowon purposely over dosed to try to get kyungsoo to forgive him. then when that didn't work he decided to apologise to heesoo. i honestly wouldn't put it past him to do that because why didn't he apologise earlier? kyungsoo also doesn't have to visit him if he doesn't want to for the 1's being upset he didn't!