Read the novel then. Honestly, the novel versions are always better because there are times when the manhua fails to interpret the scenes from the novel
But I cant find it in english ANYWHERE do you know where I can read it?
The chrome app has an auto translator. I usually find the raws then use chrome to translate. It's not perfect but it's readable and I'm desperate.
There are forums with spoilers if you wanted answers I'm sure they have them. I've read enough spoilers to just let chapters build up to see how it visually lays out. Usually let 20-30 chapters sit before I dive in. Finding the raws for the novel is like hunting for the raws of some series you can auto translate from only to find some novels in picture form instead -_-
I wanna drop this but the need for answers doesn't allow me to